
I promised this a long time ago, and here it is. I prefer to let the video speak for itself. This is a demo from January, so it’s actually a much older iteration of what we’ve got now.
P.S. Of course I delete negative comments. It’s my damn blog!
Wow, I’m lax with this blog. >3<
Sorry for not posting anything in aages! Things have been a little rollercoasteresque recently, and I haven’t been online mooch. I still love you all! I do. <3
Things for me right now are looking awesome! I’ve been through a ruff patch involving some depression and more weightloss, but now that I’m feeling happier my appetite should hopefully return. c: The single life is treating me very nicely; although I lost someone special to me, I’m really moving forward and am able now to look back on those two years with fondness rather than sadness. It’s great to see him happy; and although we’re not currently talking, I’m shure we will in time. I’m honestly fine with our current situation, though, which is more than I would have been able to say a week ago while going through a nasty breakdown. >3< But thanks to my incredible friends, I got through it; now life’s looking bright!
And extremely crazy. Geez, I forgot how dangerous it is for me to be single. Over the last few weeks I have had one ex (from five years ago) begging me for another relationship, another (from three years ago) wanting to meet up, a guy who has fancied me for three years inviting me round his place, my most recent ex’s best friend announcing his love for me (and that he mentally undresses me in college.. as Jacob said, it could be worse. He could be physically undressing me), plus a whole host of other randoms chatting me up and asking to meet. Obviously, this is a gigantic egobooster; but having to let them all down makes me feel rather cruel. I can’t help not being interested. >3< DO NOT WANT!
Noes, I’m not suddenly lesbian. Only halfway there, as always. ;D My eye is just stuck on someone who is currently unavailable, due to being occupied on international business. I think only a couple of people will know what I mean by that, and I do hope they don’t read this. One of them in particular. c; FUUU~
Moving swiftly on, I’m really getting on top of my college work; I’m going to have quite a lot of exams this year due to retakes, so I’m creating study material as I go through the course to make sure I’m not overloaded when it comes to exam time. c: Cue pretty Chemmy posters all over my walls! Turtley teacher is epic fail, but study guide is epic win.
IN OTHER NUDES last night was rather amusant on a mahusive scale. With knobs on. Steffi, Hannah & James came round mine, where we hung out in my room analysing our dreams (dream dictionary ftw; why would anyone dream about galoshes? What ARE galoshes?) before my dad bought us some drinkies and we went down to the woods like bad children. Cue getting tipsy on a ridiculously small amount of alcohol and playing a rather disturbing game of Truth or Dare (also known as, if you remember, Bender or Orgy). We now have much blackmailable material under our belts/in our underwear. After zis, we went back to mine, where Owen joined us and we went down to the pub, where the Open Mic night was going on. We played card games out back until eleven, when everyone buzzed off homeos. James & I had to keep being separated due to squabbling. I still insist that he started it. >3<